Set up MC for our first appointment in a couple of weeks. Things continue to be pleasant but emotionally lacking between W and I. Just friends. Nothing less, nothing more. Could be worse, much worse.

Have my firm holiday party coming up. W saw invitation in the mail a few weeks ago then mentioned just last week whether I wanted her to go or not. Ok, yes. Will be a bit awkward. But nothing I can't handle.

Then we have a trip to her parents - FIL's birthday. We've done trips to their house before since the bomb, so nothing new there.

W's birthday coming up when we get back.

Didn't help things this morning that W looked especially beautiful this am. Oh well, time to re-focus.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
Current