Ok. It looks like I need to rant a bit. I have done everything for this marriage. I have taken on more than my share in the name of love and support. I have given to the point that it has been detrimental to me. My wife has never known the kind of love and support that she has been given. Yet, she is determined to destroy our M. My wife has had only one foot in the door in our marriage from day one. She has constantly been looking for that "AhAh" moment. What a sick way to live. But of course, as you seek so shall you find. She would say "There is no romance, no passion, no friendship in our marriage". My response, "$hit, there is no you in our M." Now, for the record, I give frequent gifts for no reason, cards, flowers, and arrange countless suprise romantic weekend getaways for us.
This morning it was "You didn't tell me the workmen were coming today" and "You didn't take the garbage out". Jeez, I had a few things on my mind and I forgot these vital details.(See previous post). I didn't react to either of these statements just said sorry, it must have slipped my mind. Seething anger.
I don't want our M to end. I want us to move to happier days togather. I want us to get past these dark days. I want my M to be a monument for the children to look up too. Someday, I want my kids to be able to say, "Wow, Dad and Mom set a really good example for me with thier R."
