UPDATE:
W asked about my plans with the kids for this Sat because she wanted to go out to dinner with her girlfriends and wanted to know if I was available to watch them.... I told her that I had plans (which I did already have). She suggested then that my S15 watch my D10/D11. We both talked with my S if he would, she told him that she was going to dinner with her girlfriend and girls from work and that it would be from about 6p til 11p. He agreed. I noticed she added/stated "girlfriend and girls from work" (both when she asked me and again when she asked my S). I don't know if my suspicions/paranoia kicked in or she wanted to make it clear that it was just with the girls... (I have always hated mind games) but now it has me thinking/analyzing it.

WOLVERINE: Thanks for the response.. I understand what you are saying about the benefits of moving back in to see how my self improvement work is affecting me or how W reacts.. I like the idea but I'm unsure if I can hold myself (have built up proper mind set to cope with my reactions/situation) together being back under the same roof with W. I don't want to go back in a situation under-prepared and risk setbacks or make my self look weak...

DD

H46
W44
M17 yrs
S15
D11
D10
Bomb/ILYBNILWY 4/09
Trial seperation/moved out 9/09


DD

H50
W44
M17 yrs
S15
D11
D10
Bomb 4/09
Trial separation/moved out 9/09
Moved back in 12/29/09