Pls help--confused and fearful

[Day by Day]

Newmama, thanks for pointing out the silver lining and for the encouragement. I forget to do that. I sure don't feel like I have power by NC though. But, I gotta try to see it that way. I'm trying to be strong and to keep busy and distract myself. Meeting friends for dinner tonight. Saturday is girls' night out. I also signed up to volunteer at the hospital. I'm trying...