Oh, I can't wait to get away. I am feeling awful about things today. It didn't help that I dreamt about it last night. I just ended up having a little cry in my office which will probably help seeing as I never cry alone about it. It is the n/c and the divorce. I just never dreamed that when I married him I'd be here. I know no one does but it is just really raw at the moment.
The thought of him and her is just eating me too. I know not to focus on that etc but for some reason right now I can't seem to help it.
