Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

All, you are right. Calm, Cool, Collected. No overreacting. I can feel the rope slipping out of my hands. My commander told me today, that she did in fact call the commander back in the states, and complain to them that I cut her off from the $$. But, the great thing was, that commander asked her if I had paid the mortgage-W replied with yes, she said, then there is nothing I can do. I would of loved to see her face, or heard her voice after that! I kinda feel bad for my W, in that she is doing desperate things-things all of you said she would do. But, and I wrote this before, I think I am done trying. Honestly, I will probably be much better off without her, and I know I will be financially-even if I do have to pay her support!!! I have so many emotions coursing through me today, and today is not a good day for that to be happening.I think I just need to move on, and "embrace the suck". Now, where do I begin?