Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

I am really starting to hate my W. What in the hell is wrong with her? What in the world happened to my W? How/why does a parent LIE to their own child? I just don't get it. She is 17 again. My boys are a hinderance to her and what she wants to do. They are merely a nuisance, who are getting the way of HER happiness. I hate her tonight. I know hate is a very strong word, but I feel hate right now. I feel contempt towards her. I feel sorry for her. I feel for my boys. I can handle this, I know I can. Just gotta take a step back, and realize what/who I am dealing with. I just feel for my boys because they HAVE to take what she is doing.