here we go again

[Jstar]

i haven't changed the locks yet but getting ready to over the weekend. i put a lock on my back gate and gonna try to get someone to get his tools and move them to another location.

i'm of the feeling, so what you've been working haven't done anything for me or kidos but now you want to see her, i don' think so. eventually i will speak to him maybe in days or weeks, after xmas, i don't know. but he can if i let him visit with d2 under very specific terms and if he doesn't like it touch crap take me to court, which i doubt he will. he walked away not me, he abdonded us. sorry if i won't just let my daughter go with him and then he's gone for days or weeks or months, who knows with his track record.

i'm like well if he wants to see her then cough up some damn money, do something for his family he left behind, he has the counselors phone number, it's not me that's going to put it back together at this time. exactly what it said in michelle's book. if you've been the one who has made the peace or kept the relaitonship going - solving problems STOP. i think he has some intelligence, don't you think he would figure out what to do, steps to take? really the msg was well is she d2 okay, just let me know that, well i kind of want to see over the weekend. i'm not letter her out of my sight and he is not permitted to take her from daycare and since i have my one family member there in her room, it ain't gonna happen if tries to follow me.