Is this the end of my marriage?

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Update on the shop stuff and funny looks I was getting.

Spoke to D's mums partner (who works in the same shop as W). He has heard nothing and has been trying to find out for me.

Maybe I'm imagining it. Not sure. If it was bad, I'm sure it would be common knowledge and I'd know about it.

What worried me was rumours of what W said to OM before they go together - that I beat her (yes she told OM I hit her ... she has apologised to him apparently and also to me but I still don't understand it .. anyway) - if it's not that that's flying around, I don't care.

That makes me wonder too. If a woman told me her H was beating her and I got together with her (we'll say I will for arguments sake) and she then told me it was a lie (after W's H told me that) then I'd be thinking very seriously about what sort of person she was - but then some people don't care. They want an escape (as he does) from their situation and W offers it on a plate - house, sex, love, affection, money and freedom to do what you want ... what I wouldn't give

Anyway, ramble over.