No, she would starve before she would ever eat any fish.
Who knows??
It's strange, she is EXTREMELY sensitive about anything to do with the kids or her past actions. She'll even say this to me.
She keeps reassuring me she is trying really hard and that I need to stop thinking she is a bad mother.(which is what I heard at the beginning of all this)but at the same time she will turn right around and say or do something totally off the wall.
The difference now is what I say really hits home with her at times. She seems to sort of listen again to certain things, but is totally clueless at the same time if that makes any sense.
I can hear her on the phone sometimes when I say something that really gets through. It's hard to describe but it sounds kind of like she has bad anxiety when I say something that she doesn't want to hear.
Yeah, I agree she is still lost, but she is making an effort in certain areas. It's a back and forth kind of thing.
Pretty sad to see, but what can you do? I'm just trying to be there for the kids, become better, and dig my way out of the financial sinkhole I'm in.
