I'm so sorry this has happened. I know things look bleak, but please don't give up hope.
Let me tell you a little story. To make things easy the main character will be called D.
One day D's wife,G, told him that she didn't love him anymore and left. G told D that she needed to be on her own because she's never done things for herself. For months G didn't want to have anything to do with D. In fact one would say that she hated D. She even had divorce papers done. Then one day she started talking to him again and eventually tells him that he's her best friend. Now things aren't all rosy between D and G. She has recently told him that she's never coming back and that she was pretending for the 13 years she was married to him. That doesn't bother D because he knows she's not well, but one day she will be feeling better. He has hope because things looked really bad, but changed dramatically within a couple months. D never stopped being G's friend even when she hated him.
Anything in that story sound familiar to you?
I know it doesn't seem like it now, but things will get better. I know they will be better because of how strong you are.
By the way, it's been 26 weeks since she's had the papers done and I have yet to be served.
