Another waw/mlc and I need support

[cyclone]

Hey Cat,

Still been thinking of this leaving thing. As I said, I don't want to do it because I think the kids really need the stability that I give them. But...

While I know that I can't push her or help her through this, I don't want to do anything that prolongs the fantasy world she is living in. Right now she comes and goes as she pleases. I've been taking care of the kids and the house with minimum help from her. Even though she tells me that the reason she wants me to be away is so she can spend more time with the kids, she usually runs from them after a short period of time because she really can't handle them right now.

I'm starting to wonder if the only way she can look at herself is to really not be around. I can't do that when I'm in the house if she won't leave either.