mindfull, OK just sounds fishy and if it is bothering you then it needs to be addressed.
You need to have a crucial conversation with your husband. Not a bomb but a reality check.
You can handle it. Get well.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
