mindfull, thanks, I just keep telling myself, that I have been through so much being in the military, my F dying, 2 combat tours, there really isn't anything she can throw at me, that is any more difficult than what I have been through before. As a matter of fact, this is NOTHING compared to what I have endured over the last 20 plus years. I WILL persevere, I WILL endure, I WILL survive this. It is a phase, a period in my life that is not pleasant, but is manageable. I am in control of ME. I can either sit here in my own PI$$ and $HIT, or I can get off of my pity pot, and start living again. I choose to LIVE.


"embrace the suck" - Coach
"don't go all "Melty Man" on us" - Puppy
Let Go and Let God
Finally "Got It" - 15 Jan 2010

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