Coming up on One-Year of DB'ing...

[luvless]

Mind - I think it's just what men do (or the guilty spouse) in my eyes. They feel guilt and go back and forth about what they're doing and what they really want. My H sounds like yours. My M is just going through really bad times I don't think he wants a D but he sure acts like it.

I'm so sorry you suffering inside - I feel your pain. I read a great post on my facebook this morning from a very good friend. She said something like "stop trying to figure things out, about the now, worrying about the future, if you're being the right person - just stop and be today! I needed to hear that this morning.

Hang in there girl - I and other's are listening so you aren't suffering all by yourself.

Luv