OH Cinco...this brings me even more tears. Letting out all that past anger and helplessness and pain is really helping you both, it seems. I can't express how happy I am to finally know for sure that you are really recovering.
Thank you for hanging in there with us and keeping your thread updated. It is really important...in the long run, you may end up helping lots of other people yourself.
For me, just knowing I helped you even a little bit makes my entire journey for healing worthwhile. I can't change my past but I will continue to try to help other people's future....its all I can do but it means so much. I can hardly believe the changes in your situation sometimes, but then again, I should know better than to second guess things. Miracles can and DO happen all the time.
P.S....still on unemployment, but still thankfully haven't gone broke thanks to husband's stable income. He is being very patient with me too, since having all this time off means being able to take extra good care of him and the house. :0)
