I am a good woman and I never deserved this - Our boys never deserved this however finally I realize, it isn't about me and it isn't about our children - He is the one with something broken in him and as long as he continues to run from the problem instead of facing it head-on, we will continue this cycle - That isn't fair to my boys - They need someone who is stable, loving, kind, fair and there for them - Like it or not, that someone is me.
