First time poster feeling a bit lost

[MT21]

Cutter,

I chose a place thats not romantic, its busy, lively and kinda fun cause you have to cook your own food at the table. not a candle or cliche in sight.

I am hoping that it will make the mood a little lighter.

Outfit, Barber etc... all lined up.
(blew $500 bucks today on myself, man it felt good and I actually enjoyed shopping!)

I will be on show.

Actually I know I said I was carrying a few pounds before(now at ideal weight) but often her friends will comment on how handsome or good looking I am. (not to blow my own trumpet)

So even better if I can attract someone else's admiring glances eh?

And your right if another bomb gets dropped, I am not playing any more.
Its time to get tough.

Thanks for your advice it is most welcome.

I will keep you posted.

MT