Well, yes and no to handling it well I think. I do have a very good life, I am still lonely at times but generally ok. I cannot wait to get away for a while though however!
This morning I woke up really panicked at my decision. It feels like a scary leap as it is a risk. But then I keep telling myself that the worst that can happen is that we will get divorced and we will not see each other again. Well, we are getting divorced and the thought of seeing him makes me ill so in fact it is win- win. Apart from those facts make me very sad.
