Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

bluerain, I see what you are saying, but honestly, the last thing I think she is seeing in me is "a strong man, that turns her on"!!! I think she sees me as a monster, that is just doing this to hurt her, not take care of the family, even thought hat is exactly what I did. This is so hard to do. I dunno.

bridge-been gone 9 months. M was, I thought, pretty strong when I left.