It's too hard sometimes

[TooLateForMe]

Spending time around my parents has been an education.

I've been a sullen, grumpy person. I need to work on becoming a genial, passionate person. I have to fight the urge to frown at the world. It's become a mask.

I will smile in the face of difficulty and give everyone a positive, confident attitude.

I need to remember this and every day tell myself to give that vibe.

If I want something I have to ask and no longer pull passive-aggressive attitudes.

These negative patterns were learned through growing up around aggressive, difficult-to-approach parents. While I'm here, I have to relearn how to approach the world. It will be challenging, but the payoff will be worth it.