I can't stop thinking about our marriage and how much this is hurting me. Everyone I have spoken to has asked me if she has someone else and I keep saying no, but the question coming up do often gets me wondering if there is or not. She has told me that there isn't, but I don't know if I believe her.
I even went to the extreme today and saw a tarot card reader who told me to let go if the marriage as we aren't suited. She also said that she believes there is someone else. I have never been to one before, and I'm not sure why I went. I just wish I knew 100% if there was someone else. She has sworn on our son that there is no one else.
Apologies for the rambling, but I wanted to call her and ask her again, but thought I was better off using this forum to try to let things out.
