I can understand why at the moment you want to explore as many women and sexual experiences as possible, but be aware that the dehumanization of them as so many genitals, breasts, tight bodies, etc, also results in a diminishment of yourself (again, as a sexual person divorced from his emotional and spiritual side).
I know I sounded that way, but that's hardly who I am. As much as I'm turned on by these physical attributes, they have always been part of the person in my mind. I'm not sure I can fully explain it, but I've had many positive comments from women over the years about my attitudes in this regard. Feel free to ask me any questions about this. Perhaps it will help me understand my current situation better. Part of my problem is that I've been in an unusual and unnatural situation for a long time, so this kind of discussion has helped to "normalize" me.
