feel like giving up - talk to me!

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I must say after talking to you guys this morning I got a little boost. I didn't feel so crappy today. I prayed..worked out..cleaned up my house and lit some candles. I made a nice dinner for H when he comes home (not for him but for me) this is my usual thing.

I still have that ache in my heart but I feel a little better today. I had a good friend leave me a message on facebook that gave me a lift too! I am blessed. I have 4 great friends! (well you know...the ones you can count on)

I am going to try really hard not to let H see me sad - damn it's hard. Again I must tell you guys - coming here really helps maintain some sense.

XOXO
Luv