i just signed papers. NO tears NO long winded speeches. As a matter of fact i am sitting on her couch now. Probably going to spend the night. Probably not.
She was so quick to sign the papers. But now she has to turn then in.
I too believe she doesn't truly want the D but her one track mind does not allow her to do otherwise.
She has said on my occasions that if after we divorce we end up back together then it was meant to be. I don't know what that means but ok.
The only thing keeps grinding in my heart is the fact that she has a crush on this old boyfriend and he is not giving her the time of day. Personally i think that the more he rejects her the more she wants him. I should take his medicine. Cuz it works for him.
But whatever. She cares enough about me to still take care of me when im sick. There is something there. I just need to be patient. something i am not. Everyone around her tells her its a mistake. But only she will know if it is or not.
I feel lost right now. But i hope that will fade away soon.
