I'm a bit worn out. I think that makes me more emotional and less clear-thinking.
I've been where you're at. I'll pass along what J3B told me at that time. Now you have insight to what an MLCer is experiencing all the time. They run on emotion and now you see how it distorts the thinking. When you are feeling like that, do something special for you.
I know it's hard. My wife is so steadfast in her belief that she's not coming back. It feels like she will always only think of me as a friend, but I have the belief that her feelings for me will come back. Sometimes you just have to rely on faith.