Still in the tunnel with hubby

[kjensen]

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Thank you.
I'm trying to detach. Hopes got up when 'normal' H appeared...I know I'm still on the ride.
Trying to keep a beginner's mind.

I guess I've been thinking about my limits. I realize thinking about them and what they are in a real situation may be completely different.

I'm a bit worn out. I think that makes me more emotional and less clear-thinking.

The few things I "liked" in my MLC relationship with H(more physical contact, hand-holding at night, pecks on the lips) have disappeared overnight. I know its par for the course, but now there is nothing I like, to tide me through. I know I need to get used to it and its more than alot of us get...just missing it a bit.

Thanks for the wake-up post!