libby, You should be impressed w/what you've accomplished thus far. There is still a lot to learn and places to travel to when time and money are available.
Your h doesn't have a clue what he's missing, i.e., a wonderful wife, companion and friend. Some day, he'll see the light. Until then.....continue moving forward.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
