Sorry to read that there are major trust issues lingering. I really feel for you when I read about you in the audi and driving to the airport etc. It seems that you almost do not believe that he would give her up for you....well he has (or says he has).... I realize that he is not even coming close to doing the things you rightfully expect (I think you had a list). Than you add the intimacy issue onto that and I understand your position. I hope that you can slowly get those thoughts out of your mind. I also hope that get you can slowly forgive him for past indiscretions...yes he needs to help but that the forgiveness issue is yours and yours alone. You can not go on living your life with doubts and anger....I would imagine that I am not helping...with my position on the male libido....I hope I am wrong....
