I feel especially low right with no control over my life. I am not that kind of woman so I am doing everything in my power to stay afloat.
As hard as it is, try to change your thinking. You are in complete control of your life. Take a deep breath and say it out loud. You are a smart, strong, good woman, mother, and wife. Breathe.
Originally Posted By: luvless
He asked me two weeks ago and recently talked about it (as if I'm still gonna go)
Once again, I see some light in yoru tunnel, though you may not feel it. I know the stonewalling is the WORST thing ever but at least he's asking you to go to the party with him! Toward the end, my hub went to a wedding and didn't even tell me until afterward! He told the guests I "couldn't make it."
Go, enjoy yourself, have an awesome time and a cocktail. Whisper in his ear that you have a little surprise for him when you get home. Wink
