Hi Libby...sorry to see you on this rollercoaster, but youve come to a great place to find support.
I will say that you really shouldnt waste your time on trying to figure out MLC patterns. It will just drive you crazy thinking about it all the time. They will work through things in their own time. All you need to do is worry about YOU. Take care of yourself.
For me its been 3 years this month. Im still asking myself is now the right time for him to come home.
Hope all works out for you.
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10