In your current mood what you picked up on was that sometimes I still have dark thoughts. I was being realistic. What you didn't pick up on is that I KNOW I made the right decision. Nothing worth having in this life comes easy.
I was trying to point out to you that maybe you can't draw a line under certain things- that is not the same as not being able to move on.
Perhaps you too have tasted how easy it would be to move on to another R rather than work at the one you had. Maybe your H is further along that road and now knows it is not the path to follow......all R have problems and need working on.....and now he knows that the one he had with you is the one that had real value. You perhaps have not gone far enough along another path to reach that decision. Worth thinking on.
Saffie me 46 H 46 M in 1986 D20,D18,S16,D13 H's A 01/05 to 07/06 H recommitted to M 07/06 renewed vows 09/06 Going from strength to strength
