First time poster feeling a bit lost

[MT21]

Small Update:

She agreed to saturday night, Of her own accord.

She suggested that we should put our energy into getting to know one another again, spending more time together, fixing house etc..
She says she cant give any guarantees on us being in an R again... but then who can? neither of us have a crystal ball.

What I can say is the is the first positive step initiated by her.