Separated, new baby, but still hopeful

[Jstar]

since i've gone dark i won't contact at all. had concilliation today in court, he did not show up for the meeting. i'm not going to break my silence, i'm gonna let 3 weeks go by to when i'm on xmas break for 2 weeks and if no change, see attorney about issues, maybe break silence to discuss birth, give him my boundary on it.

when you don't respect me and give me no support during the pregancy it makes me very angry and hurt. until i see you respect and support me i see no reason for you to be in the delivery room. it will tell him he needs to do soemthing and he can either choose to do what he is keep doing or he change.
about the in laws, i'm not even tackling that one at this time.