Any reason why you're so bummed about the holidays (aside from the sitch)?
Your W is inviting you to stuff, asking you for things not demanding like before. If you still want to save your M, now is the time to do it. Plus all the goodwill that comes along with the holidays might soften her up a bit.
Right now you just sound real depressed. You've got alot of positives that you just can't see.
Detach so you will be able to see the positives objectively.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
