feel like giving up - talk to me!

[luvless]

Thank you bim - thank you for that. I'm sorry that you know "exactly" how I feel

I am trying not to let this get the best of me. We all know how hard that is. I am scared the light will flick off and no matter what he does he won't be able to turn it back on.

I will continue my struggle to be patient with this cold man and work on me in the process.