Living, Loving, & Learning one day at a time

[ddstartingover]

The best thing for me about being employed again is that I can't spend the day in bed crying anymore.............and I don't cry as much as I used to, just when things get overwhelming. Maybe the first sign of healing? I don't know, when the pain overtakes me, it feels just as raw as in the beginning. I am thankful for my friends here, but NONE of them, and no one near me understands like the friends on these boards. Unfortunately we are bound to an exclusive club.

I would probably not put up any decorations if it wasn't for the kids, but you know, every decoration, every ornament has a memory attached.

I know I will be okay-----some days are easier to accept it all than others. I guess that's part of the journey.