I just can't handle this right now. I just can't. My S18 was in a minor car accident (he's ok but car totaled and trying to find him a new one, which we can't afford), my mom is having health issues which might be cancer and finances are so strained that I don't know how we are going to have Christmas.
So.... I just can NOT do this right now. Judge me all you want, 2x4 me all you want.... but I can't. I just can't take the pressure. I just can't. I am having a very hard time coping day to day. I need time. I need to do things my way in my time and I can't take the pressure.
When coming on these boards gives me an anxiety attack and causes an emotional melt down for me, I don't think that is helpful.
