Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Coach, any advice as far as if/when I should contact W about where my truck will be, etc? If so, how do I approach that without coming across as weak, or needy, or desperate. Also, I have this feeling of dread over me right now, not depression, but just absolute dread. Is it the unknown? Is it the reality that my W is D me? Is it because I can't accept her decision? Is it because I don't want this? I just have so many things running through my head tonight...Maybe I should just go to sleep.