I also feel like the holidays make all the memories come flooding in...guess that's why I was crying yesterday..I put the tree and stockings up also...all by myself..well D17 helped with the tree..I do it for the kids..If they weren't home I may not of even pulled out the stuff. I guess I am fortunate that I will have my kids for the holidays..H doesn't really seem interested enough to have them or invite them to anything..
It can get very quiet and lonely in the evenings when things at home start to wind down..that's when everything starts flooding in..we'll be okay...I'm sure of it...at least today i am.
Treese
H 49 M 45 D 23, D17, S12 M 25 T 31 01/07 OW H at my door w/proof Bomb ILYBINILWY 06/07 Sep 01/08 headed for the greener grass, Mar08.B#2H has child who is 9 11/08 pos.paternity
