Even in the bs and yes i had a sex drive:) The bs about trying to make her fat and the "rape" part hope she gets over. In May she bought a toy she wanted to try.
She thought I was controlling. That I didn't share my feelings with her. That I wasn't there for the kids enough. That she couldn't be her true care free happy self. D said we both seem happier apart. That I smothered her with flowers and candy when she would've rather had the money. That I didn't like her friends. That I can't sit still and left her alone a lot when we were in large groups. TRUE That everything had to be done at my convenience or I over did, she thought it was wierd that I'd get up at 2 am and beat her to the laundry. TRUE, I over compensated and stressed about making her happy, always felt like I was repenting and I always just wanted her to myself. That I'm intense and she said I could say something wonderful to her, but my actions showed otherwise. That if she did something I didn't approve of, she'd hear about it. Kinda true. That we didn't do enough together. That TV ruined our family.
When we talk am I doing the right thing when I ask don't tell me what I did, tell me how you felt or feel?
She did say she won't hesitate to call me at 3 am in the morning now.
She said she will go to the shrink because D and I begged although, counselors told her there is nothing wrong with her.
Check back with you later.
She's still complaining about money.
Told kids she's going to spend $1000 each on them, don't know how she's going to do that.
She's enjoying telling me everything bad I did and how worthless I was and how great and how much she tried but couldn't communicate with me.
