LOL, no typically I read them at the end of the day to see how close they really were.
I do not use them to set the tone or direction of the day at all, just entertainment purposes. YOU my friend, are reading way too much into that.
I have plenty to occupy my time with a shrinking desk from incoming work, and the work of others it seems.
My cousin, well, she seems to think I'm just going to up and move in with my XW. I caan't stress how there is no way in the world that will be. XW has A LOT of clearing her head and life of OM. I have to get my finances and everything else straightened out, and without extra income, that ain't happening no time soon.
In the mean time, if XW wishs to get together for dinners minus the kids, cool. Go out for a night, awesome. It's a chance to rebuild should she so se fit. And right now, XW needs to show me she is willing to do that, if not, life goes on.
Me 35/XW 33 S13 & S12 M: 10/17/98 OM & S: 07/08 D final 06/09/09 12/03/09 - 06/13/10 "Piercing" 06/13/10: Engaged to Re-marry 10/17/10 06/25/10: Expecting baby #3 2/14/11