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[Treese]

HEY DI.....

OMG...it's so good to hear from you...I to made some new traditions this year on Thanksgiving..

H texted me on Thanksgiving...just a Happy Thanksgiving but I guess he thought of me that day..I did not respond..he also texted all the kids to tell them the same...then that was it..not a word since..guess he and OW spent the weekend with her family as H did not got to his sister's with his mom and dad..I didnt cry that whole day..I was way too busy with cooking for 23 people..

So, on Saturday my brothers, sister, nieces, nephews...we all had a huge family portrait taken for my parents for christmas...all were paired in families...I felt a little bad at first but then just gathered my children and took a family portrait..it had been 27 years since the last one so you can imagine how big the family got..we did have a good time though..

I had yesterday off work and I was at home alone...too much time to think...finances started making me nervous, I started to cry, then I just broke down..I havent' cried that hard in ages..guess I needed it..I did feel better after but still a little sad..it was one of those days I missed H..then back to reality..

Thanks for stopping by....