S6 still had a fever last night before bed. He ended up in bed with me around 11:00 pm last night, came walking in whining and just crawled in bed and snuggled into me. His breathing was not great but got better as the night went on.
So, I am home again today. H said he would stay home tomorrow if he still isn't better. S6 is already asleep again, has been for almost an hour. Guess I will work on some laundry and do some reading, maybe crack open a new one I haven't started yet.
Feeling a bit of cabin fever. S9 had tennis lessons after school yesterday, so he and H didn't get home until almost 8:00 because I needed them to stop and pick up a few things at the store since I couldn't go out.
I feel like I am currently in some kind of business arrangement instead of a marriage. Seems like we are responsible for taking care of the boys PERIOD. I am feeling a bit lonely right now, I guess. I want to be married, not just in a marriage.
BIM M 39 / H 40 / S 9 / S 6 / T 20 / M 11
my sitch: http://www.divorcebusting.com/forums/ubbthreads.php?ubb=showflat&Number=1828127#Post1828127
