Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Puppy, I am doing everything I can to keep my sanity right now. Being deployed and having to go through this crap, is just not cool. I know i can't control what she does, or to what, but it is literally eating away at me not knowing what she is planning to do. Because if I know my W, like I know my W, she is doing everything she can think of, to hurt me. Also, I am quite sure she is getting advice from someone. I really feel out of control right now, and have got to see the silver lining in all of this. There is so much emotion and wreckage that are going to be left over after all of this. How does one recover and heal from all of this? What is the HE!! is she thinking right now???...