Yep, on with the rollercoaster ride. H was very relaxed the first couple of days then moved into the teenager type version which is not so much fun. His family are now noticing the mood swings between the two versions, which is good in that it is not just me thinking it is my mind going crazy!
Discussions continued over the week as to unwinding the "us" side of things, urgency stepped up another few levels, so it is just a matter of time before we go our separate ways now. I do feel like I have given it a good shot and turning things around, and are ready to move on to my life now. I do still feel that there is little chance he will reconsider, or more importantly reconsider AND be prepared to do a U turn but thats just where things are.
So I am now much more focussed on moving myself forward, as is my toddler who is trying to ride a bike for the first time, so need to go and assist!
