"But if I didnt have this info I would be living in a lie thinking she was just an A."
Funny how you worded that. Truth be told that was the most important thing you said. A "affair" is exactly what it should be. It is a grand thing. It makes every one happy.. and people have a glorious time at an "affair". Now you have seen the "pictures" and the "gossip talk".
Where does that leave "you"?
Why do the "pictures" and "gossip talk" really effect things?
"He spent so much time with her, loved her, was crazy about her, he left his kids and me for her. And now?"
What would you expect me to say. You are right.. he does not deserve you. Quit right now Maria. You deserve better. You need better. You desire better.
"How will I be able to function?"
Really? You can't function? You are gonna de-friend me on FB?
Its a choice.. and you can't go at it half ass.
"Christmas is approaching and I am getting the urge to disappear away from him and what hurts me."
Someone once said.. do something different.
Relax Eat Think Act normal React.. Smartly. Do something different. Emulate. Do Work.
