Deployed Soldier/Father needs your help

[SoldierDad]

Bluerain, I really do not feel in control. I am staying calm, at least I LOOK calm!! Inside, that's a whole different story. I am saving everything from her. I have alot of plans for the 2 weeks, but I have a feeling that she is going to have a say in that. I mean, I feel empowered, but then again, I feel so small. I feel like I am on an island, and I have so much to do, but i can't get off the island to do them. I will feel better after the next coupls days, when all the bills are paid. Please tell me things are going to get better...