Now I have another slight dilemma. I have to stay overnight at a retreat for work in 2 weeks. Not sure if I should ask H to stay w the dogs. He should though. I just don't know if I want him here. I trust him even less since I read that sep. agrmt. draft, which DOESN"T reflect our conversation of several weeks ago. It didn't mention the dogs in it! He has so completely checked out.
Oddly, he texted me yesterday, "are you home? I wanted to come over & see the boys (dogs) & pick up some stuff". I was at work when he texted & didn't want to read it. So around 3 hrs. later I replied, "sorry I didn't see this sooner let me know if you are coming by. Nothing after that. I'm at the point now where I DON"T want to hear from him, rare as that is. It just equates with pain. So much damage done I just don't think it can be repaired.
