Finished reading "Learned Optimism." One of the best books I have EVER read. Thanks again Coach for suggesting it.

This morning, W seemed very withdrawn. I decided to give her the benefit of the doubt - she has never been a morning person, and it was the first day back from sleeping late over the holiday weekend. Went to work, and when I got home, nice, chatty W was back.

Had a great evening. After putting the kids to bed, she spoke to me constantly. And, her enthusiasm to talk to me seemed different maybe. I just refuse to allow myself to believe her feelings for me are changing.

W and I have selected a MC, and I will contact the MC tomorrow to set up our first appointment.

While I should be excited, I suppose, I am guardedly optimistic. I will pour everything I have into MC so long as W makes an effort. If we BOTH do not try to build a new M, I don't see anyway this is going to work.


Me 43, S11, D7
M13
Bomb 4/20/09
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